It never fails to amaze me when people with the least friends tell me that "everybody hates you" and that I should drop off a cliff. Oh yeah, sure. The class slut fingered me and told me to 'go away' because 'nobody likes you'. Sure. I'm really insulted, since everybody calls YOU a slut behind your back, even your purported 'best friend'. Yeah, fuck you too.

I'm sick of people's 'opinions'. I don't want to be another labelled piece of trash who worries daily about what other people think, because contrary to popular belief, you are not who you're labelled to be. I'm me, simple a that. If people want to go ahead and label me what they think I 'am' or what I apparently want to be, go ahead. but don't try to shove it down my throat that i'm a 'wanna-be' or that i'm not good enough. so fuck off thank you very much. one very famous quote by perez hilton states that 'if you're going to dish it, you gotta be able to take it' so since i probably know who you are, i'm going to dish it right back to you. you're a slutty little whore, piece of white-trash who thinks the world abso-fucking-lutely revolves around you. and you know what?fuck. you.

and i never liked you in the first place.

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1. What is your name? Maya (oh em gee, i love this picture.)
2. What is your favorite food? banana bread
3. What is your hometown? Comox (that hotel no longer exists, sadly. :[)
4. What is your favorite color? Purple
5. What is your favorite movie? Mean Girls (AHAHHAHAA, I just saw it and went YES! Miley = Regina)
6. What is your favorite drink? Orange Juice
7. What is your dream vacation? New York City
8. What is your favorite dessert? deep-fried icecream (yes, it exists, and it's delicious. :D)
9. What is one word to describe yourself? bi-polar
10. How are you feeling right now? hungry
11. What do you love most in the world? friends
12. What do you want to be when you grow up? mystery (HAH!)

it just... pisses me off so much when people act so pretentious, high and mighty.

Such as this one girl from my school's myspace profile. I won't give links, but I am not making this up.

About Me:

I like A&F, Hollister and anything thats like sooper preppy! im a cheerleader, im ttly populer and i make all teh boys cry. im ttly fabulus and u know it!!!!!!


[INSERT GAGGING NOISES]

wait: serve as a waiter or waitress in a restaurant; "I'm waiting on tables at Maxim's"

Waitressing: A night spent waiting on tables, secretly fighting the urge to dump soup/drink/food on that bitchy lady's head.

My life pretty much fails right now.

So. When I come back, My mother tells me to pack up my things, and move downstairs.

She sticks me in the fucking basement room, which is like the armpit of our house. Then, she takes away my iPod, camera, cash, bank cards and CHEWING GUM and tells me that I can live here for the rest of my fucking life.

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

So basically. I'm stuck with no internet access, no nothing. Just. Books.  I am so pissed off, I don't even want to bother.

I'll figure out a way to get on the computer at home.

Oh, by the way, did I tell you my mom is using me as slavery? yeah, I'm a fucking waitress at their stupid restoraunt on top of being the dishwasher in the evenings.  ON A FUCKING SATURDAY. jhsdkajdhfkajdfhaksjd

And I"m not getting ANY PAY. EVER. WHATSOEVER. WHAT THE FUCK.

more to come later. Too pissed off right now.

Rubabee Heyy
Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:42 am

	wildcat555 heyy I think so Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:43 am
	Rubabee re: heyy ok!! Nic said that we as in you, kelsey, megan, jennawenna, and me should do cosmetics adn it sounds like it could count in it but we sould ask you know who!!!LOL Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:44 am
	mayalou re: heyy no... it doesn't have any qualities as to being helpful to health Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:44 am
	wildcat555 re: heyy ya lol. who is you know who Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:45 am
	Rubabee you have to ask MAYA. you have to ask to join i doubt that you can becsue ther is already 5 people in this group! go ask!!! please!!! Posted Feb 24, 2009 11:48 am

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so.

i'm in foster care again.

and this time i think i'm not going to be able to go home.



well, i certainly hope so.

comment on my plurks while i'm gone, plz. :D

i'll try and get on a normal computer.



i typed this on a cellphone, BTW. :)

tell me a secret. post as many as you want. the only catch is that you have to post them anonymously.

i don't care what it's about, but i do know that i don't want names on here.

no names, no locations, nothing. just a secret.

Health Class = fail.

All I want to know is - why at age 13? It's not like we need to know this stuff right now.

So.

Here I am.

Again.

Stuck at the korean 'friend' (COUGHNOTCOUGH)'s house.

oh god, I'm doomed to another 4-5 hours of non-employed babysitting.




SAVE ME (and send me a few ROFL worthy youtube video links!)

1 half-awake girl
1/2 bagel
2 cups of orange juice
1 Tuesday morning
7 1/2 hours of sleep
1 seriously messy room (think Doom Room minus the boxes)
1 naggy mother

feed half-awake girl 1/2 bagel and 2 cups of orange juice. give half-awake girl 7 1/2 hours of sleep, 1 seriously messy room and 1 Tuesday morning. Shove 1 naggy mother on top of said Messy Room and half-awake girl.

You'll have one very bitchy morning! ^_______________^

 okay, this is sort of ironic. We were stopping by the Tim Hortons Drive-Thru (Canadian equivalent of Dunkin' Donuts) and we were ordering 

1) 1 triple-chocolate cookie
2) 1 white-chocolate macadamian nut cookie
3) 1 honey cruller donut

and no matter HOW MANY TIMES we said it, the drive-thru girl would NOT UNDERSTAND. It is only slightly understandable, because of the fact that my mother has a bit of an heavy korean accent (you who have heard it will understand what i mean) and when she yells, her accent gets thicker.

so in the end, I ended up snapping and screaming, "ONE TRIPLE CHOCOLATE COOKIE AND ONE WHITE CHOCOLATE MACADAMIA NUT COOKIE. AND THE HONEY CRULLER." I sort of lost it, yes, but for a good reason!

So in the end, we went up to the front, and she STILL asks "Sooo like you wanted the... Err cookies and... the donut, right?" and I nearly lost it. We got our order, yes, but my mother was SEVERLY peeved. (so was I, so was my brother.)

and you know what my mom said?

"Stupid Canadian, doesn't even understand english..."

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 Happy birthday to me.

13 years old and STILL feeling immature.

=]

45 ODD THINGS ABOUT ME!


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1. Do you like blue cheese? Never, ever, ever tried it.

2. Have you ever smoked?   Naw, I'm too young. Don't plan on it either - I've seen my dad's yellow teeth too many times.


3. Do you own a gun?  Nope. I'm opposed to guns, hunting, etc. I also don't see how 'shooting' is a sport. It's nothing but training for animal slaughter and violence.

4. What flavor of Kool Aid was your favorite? I haven't had Kool Aid since I was 8, so I don't remember.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Ye-no.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? Gross, and disgusting. You don't know what they're made out of. It's not that I'm opposed to meat, don't get me wrong (I have a passion for bacon) but hot dogs... *shudder*

7. Favorite Christmas movie? The Nightmare Before Christmas. Fall Out Boy did a cover of "What's This?" so it also doubles the awesomeness.

8. Favorite thing to drink in the morning? Orange juice. It's weird, but I have an obsession for that stuff. That, and pink grapefruit juice.

9 . Can you do push ups? Ye-no. My arms, albeit toned, cannot lift my body. At all. 

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? There's this one gold ring that I got when I was 8 years old. Real gold, tiny diamonds and all that. Doesn't fit me any more, but it's locked up in a cabinet in my home.

11. Favorite hobby? Too many to list, but some include singing (and breaking windows. Just kidding, but seriously. I could break your eardrums), reading, writing weirdly morbid poetry, Flickr-ing, and Plurking. OH, I also am addicted to the computer. every day, after school, I sit down in front of the infernal machine and stay there for 4+ hours. A), because I do Tutorvista 2 hours per day, and B), because my normal stuff takes 2 hours, usually.

12.. Do you have A.D.D.? I doubt i- OHMYGOD LOOK AT THAT HOTTIE!

13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? My lower body in general. My arms are toned from frequent use of the breast stroke, but my legs... *shudder*

14. Middle name? It's weird and in Korean. I hate it.

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. 
a) I wish the kids in my town would stop acting like i was a social leper.
b) I wish I had my own black visa.
c) I'm starving. is there any sushi in the fridge?

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Orange juice, tea-water and orange Aranciata San Pelegrinos. And yes, I have noticed I have an orange addiction.

17. Current worry? How the hell am I going to explain about the bill from AmEx about that Spore game I bought for my iPod? (DONT TELL THEM. I'D BE GROUNDED OFF THE COMPUTER AND IF I DO GET THAT, YOU WONT SEE ME 'TILL NEXT YEAR.)

18. Current hate right now? My thighs. Enough said.

19. Favorite place to be? School - it's better than home. Quoth Fall Out Boy - 'If home is where the heart is, then we're all just fucked.'

20. How did you bring in the new year? with family friends, sitting on the computer, and watching an online countdown.

21. Where would you like to go? Amazingly, I have never been to the East Coast. I'd like to visit New York one day.

22. Name three people who might complete this:
A) IDK
B) IDK
C) IDK!

seriously. PLURK BUDDIES. FILL OUT A QUESTIONAIRE OR TWO. IT WONT KILL YA.

23. Do you own slippers? Yup - 3-years-old house slippers that used to be white, and now are browny-grey from the dirt and the coffee and hot chocolate.

24. What shirt are you wearing?  um, which one? I layer a lot. there's a vintage ELLE vest, a turquoise 'connect the dots' tee, and a long-sleeved white DC shirt.

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Never tried them.

26. Can you whistle? Yeah, but I usually don't.

27. Favorite color?  Too many to list. I'd say black and white though, to be simple.

28. Would you be a pirate?  Nope, I can't stomach the smell of Ale. 

29. What songs do you sing in the AM?  Can't sing in the morning. You can't talk to me in the morning either - I'm usually a zombie then.

30. Favorite Girl's Name:  Maya. It also fits in with my religion nicely.

31. Favorite boy's name: Augustus. It's weird, but I have a thing for old-fashioned names. 

32. What's in your pocket right now?  2 sticks of lipgloss, a HALLS wrapper, and a quarter, I think.

33. Last thing that made you laugh?  My friend, telling me about his drunk experiences. (Just for the record, I have never drank. I have no plans to drink until I am of age and I know I have a sober friend around to drive me home.)

34. What vehicle do you drive?  Too young to drive... Sorry guys, I won't be writing for you from Juvie any time soon. ;)

35. Worst injury you've ever had? Never broke a bone ever. EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER. No muscle injury, no broken bones, no concussions, no major hospitalization. Except for the one time I had stomach flu when I was around 3-4 years old.

36. Do you love where you live?  Opposite of yes.

37. How many TVs do you have in your house?  Several - one flat-screen tv, and 2-3 downstairs that are from the 90's. Only one of them work, and we don't use that one.

38. Who is your loudest friend?  Dustin. Hah, he loves getting drunk, and when he IS, he's just really into girls. And I tend to avoid him when he's like that.

39. Do you have any pets? I used to have a pet fish. I can't look at aquariums without getting a shiver.

40. Does someone have a crush on you?  Doubtful - I'm a social leper at my school.

41. Your favorite book(s):  Harry Potter, The Series of Unfortunate Events, Gossip Girl, The Clique, and the very first Twilight book.

42. Do you collect anything?  not really, unless you're talking about me and my brother's shared games collection. We have an SNES, N64 and a Wii, and our 1 NDS (broken) and 2 NDS Lites. We have about... maybe a dozen game chips, probably 40+ games in our EDGE chip and 4-5 Wii games.

43. Favorite Sports Team? I'm not into televised sports. They're boring and I've lost interest in Golf ever since my father started watching Golf on TV. 

44. What song do you want played at your funeral? If I could afford it, Fall Out Boy. I'd want them to play 'Thnks Fr Th Mmrs' or 'Dead On Arrival'.

45. Favorite classic car? I'm not into cars. Sorry.